Part of me thinks I should've written that bit in french, but the other part wishes that the person for who it is will maybe read it. I'm not asking her to understand or forgive me for whatever I did that she considers being wrong. I just need to let it out to move on.
I don't want to argue, I already did that with you a long time ago, hence why I'm not IMing you. I thought, after all we've been through together, nothing could break our friendship except something really big like if I went to PA and killed your dog (which I would never do, of course). Unfortunately, it seems I was wrong. Something I consider so small (you may disagree) compared to all our highs and lows. Something so small but that still manages to break our hardly-earned friendship. I thought our friendship was based on something strong... Guess I was wrong again.
I don't hate you, I won't call you a bitch as you are not a bitch. I would have kept your friendship if you had let me even if you told me your friendship is not much a prize to keep. I wouldn't have vent on things that bugged you if I had known you weren't in a mood to hear about them. Unfortunately, I can't rewind time.
I'm not perfect. No one is. I'm not the perfect friend either. I have a bad temper, I'm stubborn and the fact that I'm an only child probably makes me a bit self-centered. But I can listen and support. It's not much, but I suppose it's better than nothing. If you change your mind and still want to be my friend, I'll be glad as you have supported me and listened to me when I needed to, even if now I find I should have kept my mouth shut regarding certain subjects.
I was angry when I realized that you didn't want to be my friend anymore. Sadness has taken the place of anger and soon, indifference will come as sadness will drift away.
I wish you well in your upcoming projects and in the rest of your life. I suppose we will talk again as we will keep a professional relationship, but it will never be the same. So, good luck with your Second Life and your real life. Just remember that if you want to be my friend again, I'll be happy.
Farewell, my friend...
For today's LOTD, the front isn't shown as the picture is not only an LOTD pic. It's showing that I'm just walking away and letting my friend alone until she wants me again.
Skin: [ATOMIC] - Baily
Hair: Tiny Bird - All is Love
Dress: This is Fawn - Deep V-Neck Dress
Boots: BAX - Prestige Boots
Pose: [LAP] - Just walk away
Place: Alchemy Immortalis 64/4/61
The following video is not for the song, but for the music, the melody.
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